Yep... Im leaving permanently. Truth is I wasn't supposed to be on here, but went on anyway and got caught talking to somebody. Im saying who, it wasn't on here. Im actually sneaking on right now.
Anyway, Im really upset about it. I've made so many friends who I will never talk to again And also Felouse (my friend from blue wind) just got on here. I don't want to leave, but I have to. Seriously. On blue wind I killed my charracter.

This is kinda scary, a 14 year old girl in my area just got raped by a 17 year old at this dance-ish thing called teen night they have every week. The scary thing is I have alot of friends who go there all the time, and still go. Im just a little worried for them, Im pretty sure nothing will happen, it just is a scary thought, especially since one of my friends is pretty easy to fool. I guess the girl was looking for her friend, the guy said he thought he saw her in the park, took her to the park and raped her. Scary *shudders* Just the idea of it and my friends going there....

Yep, another death on my stepdads side of the family. This time it was his brother who is 2 years younger than him (33 I think). They found him on the side of the road dead this morning.... at first my mom said he got in an accident. You see, he went insane. Im not sure when, but he did. Not clinically though, he was on meds. Anyway a side effect of the meds was he got drowsy, so she said she thought he fell asleep while driving a car. My step-dad said it was not a car accident. I guess a car was involved.... I don't know what happenned, I just feel guilty. He always made me nervous and so I stayed away from him whenever I could. I feel bad about it now, I don't know why..... this morning I was really deppressed.... I almost hurt myself again.... I know I won't but still this morning I was just deppressed, not that my mood and esteem has actually been soaring high lately. Then my friend Velocity cheered me up and I got my mind off of it... Im feeling alot better now, I just wish I knew what happended. I thought, "Maybe he was walking and had a heart attack or somebody hit him with their car and just left him there." Im leaning towards idea number 2 now......

I feel terrible for my stepdad, that is four people this year he has lost. His grandpa, his mother, his older half brother, and now his younger brother. He is coping pretty well it seems.

Hello! I finally finished Gochi-chans pic. It sucks like every other piece of crap in this gallery. w00t -_- Anyway, I was going to put it up yesterday, but I didn't get home until 10:30 last night, I was at Velocity's house! We made out Lol, kidding again, Velocity is just my friend, not boyfriend (Not that I currently have one or ever will) I was really at this portugese festival thingy. It was fun at first until
1. My two little sisters got tired
2. My step-dad got drunk and kept on going back to the stupid beer stand to get more beer (Which meant I had two watch my 4 year old sis with downsyndrome)
3. I had to take my 4 yr old sister to the 'potty' -_-
4. I ran out of things to do
5. The female vocalist in the band that was there started singing a song (I forget which one) HORRIBLY! Lets just say she sounded like a chipmunk from Alvin and the chipmunks

Oh well...

Im reaaaally sorry about not doing much art. I didn't even have enough time to go to my dads house and clean my Guinea pigs cages this week! Im getting home between 5:00 and 5:30 now, then I walk the dog, then I eat dinner, then I take a shower, then I go online. Im sorry.... I was going to do stuff yesterday (I had time) but then I left and stayed out until midnight.
What was I doing?
Getting drunk as hell and fucking my friends boyfriend of course! She still doesn't know, MWAHAHAHAAAAAA!!! Lol, don't worry Im not too hungover... because Im kidding I would never do that... and none of my friends have boyfriends Lol. I actually went to see Batman and it got over at 11:30, and it took me a half hour to get home.
Im especially sorry Gochi-chan.... I WILL FINISH YOUR PIC!